Our Motor home just became bigger, the SUN is out and the water is very blue. I love the mood of SUN. Washes away so much sadness.
We are enjoying this time -- seeing Andy and playing radio or watching his DVD's . Still no tv here and i truly don't miss it. There are a few shows i wonder about but they are fading from my desires. Andy's taste is mine too. Si-fi and nail biting stories but not gore or very large booming and explosive sounds. Haven't seen a chick flick but there are comedies to break up the heart thumping suspense.
I am enjoying this down time of rest and ease. I am sure Lorin and I have not been alone for this amt. of time ever. Nice to know it is working.
I have had about 3 fast melt downs the whole time. Lorin's New England stock has not shown signs deep worry or stress which is ok by me---one drama queen is all this motor home can handle.
We are both doing one day at a time and turning the worry over. One way is of course writing this blog.
So many have written love and prayers and sent wonderful emails. I have received a special gift of a Mandela with Celtic overtones with the word "healing" on it. I wear it with my peace, love, harmony necklace. I am a bit stunned knowing how many care.
Of course this trip has me assessing my life and working at being as honest as possible.(denial is a powerful energy). Over all I am quite happy about my journey so far. I am blessed to have had so much. Many adventures and knowing more are in the future, travel and a wonderful man to be with. Dandy does complete our family. My daughter has kidded me about loving Dandy more than her -- not more just different i tell her.
The beauty of art, music and nature is a strong part of me, like my back bone. Something to turn my attention to when fear is calling me. Having that along with all of you has been the biggest of blessings. Thank God for the Toledo Museum of Art. A really wonderful place to grow up. (As a child i was there every weekend in art or music class)
Now those of you who do not know the Museum and have hung out in bigger cities thinking they must be oh so much better. Nope. Toledo has a top rated one and it is free every day. An endowment by Edmund Drummond Libby has grow through the years and the Museum can maintain it's self.
I might sound like a broken record about this however if you are in Toledo it would be crazy not to go there. Be sure to see the Glass art building across the street, yep a whole building. Libby (glass maker) was headquartered in Toledo. Of course there was a great interest in glass art. In fact the American Glass art movement's start was there.
I keep coming back to the Museum in my head and writing, sometimes tears of gratitude drop when i think of that wonderful building.
I have emails to answer so this self indulgence will stop for now. thanks for connecting. love to all, joy
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